What I mean is that little Dallas was suppose to leave for the Navy today. Last year he decided that he would join and was very excited about it. But , something happened along the way and he changed his mind.
Now that he is living in the city and working 40 hours a week, paying his own bills, all for the first time in his life makes me think that just maybe he will be fine. He's even talking about taking classes in the Fall!!! Woooo Hoooooo!!
It's hard, everyday that I think of him being up there and not depending on me like he did for 18 years... ;) I just have to keep the faith that he is going to be just fine. Yes I worry, it's a terrible family trait. My mother worries all the time. Kids are different and when Dallas puts his mind to what he wants, he's going to do it. He really is a lot like his dad.
The house is more quiet now. Abbi and Christian are always gone to friends houses or something. I realized the other day that it's going to happen soon. What i mean is that they are all going to be gone and it's going to be me and these dumb dogs...
No really when that day comes I just hope that my dear and wonderful husband will be prepared to find new adventures, cause we are going to need them. Maybe get us some dance lessons, or I can learn how to golf. Or maybe just lay out on the beaches of Pensacola . I don't know, it just seems so weird to be even thinking about it. I just want this next year to go by fast so that my honey can come home and be the husband that I need. I really do miss him.
So to end these thoughts for the day... I must say we are going to be just fine.
